ApocalypticDusk

But there's legitimate reasons, aside from getting kicked out of my house. lol.

I've been posting art on a tumblr instead, because dA is such a hassle, and I don't really have much reason to come back here anyways. I'm always too busy, and it makes me sad when I think about how I could relive those happy times I used to in the chats.

But I try to think of them as a positive experience, and hope you all do too. I eventually respond when people message me, so feel free, if you so please. Anyways, yeah, Merry Christmas~!

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That's where. Makin' arts, takin' requests, f***in' b****es. You know, the usual.

My top three is Spitfire, Twilight Sparkle, then Rainbow Dash.

Life is dull. I hate it. That is all.

Oh yes, uh... ponies, love and tolerance, love is-

Yadayeahokay.

-Shero Aura

... as to why everyone still makes a huge deal about not being into ponies anymore.

I'm into MANY things. Ponies are just one of them. People treat it like undertaking a new religion or something. :V I mean I know it's a really popular thing, but really.

I find myself thinking, more often than I guess I should be, about what would happen if I died, to those who knew me. This time, I thought about who, if anyone, would even pay tribute to my memory, if I was even worth it. I mean, I spent a good number of years spending all my time SOLELY focusing on making others happy, friends and strangers alike, and now I'm just so busy that I can't do this to my liking, and it makes me feel horrid, because in order to help others, I have to help myself first, which makes me feel selfish.

... Anyways...

I'd hate to ask people what they'd do if I died, because honestly you never know on what terms you will be with someone when it happens... ... So instead, I will say this:

A picture means more to me, despite the quality of it, than I believe anyone can ever truly grasp. I can see beyond the lines and pull from any piece of art the amount of time, effort, love, and soul that was put into it, and that is what I see, and feel.

If my time comes, all I would want is a picture. It doesn't even matter of what, as long as it was drawn in my memory.

Yeah yeah I feel like I'm asking for birthday presents early or something like a total douchenozzle, but I mean, if I was walking home from the library today and something happened to me, I never would've been able to say this...

Thanks for listening, my ponizzles~!

-Shero Aura